i had change, i dont cope with it very well. it just makes my chest feel tight because i cant read change, therefore i cant deal with it, i like consistancy, in important things anyway. like if a band releases an album in a different style i dont give a damn, and if the weather changes everyday i dont care, sometimes i like spontinuity, like everyday i plan on dying my hair a different colour, i can be indecissive like that.
but circles of life i cant deal with change.
my ex best friend, posted a screenshot of an email sent to my ex girlfriend a long time ago, and set it up as his display picture.
it crushed me in a way, because is this what we've come to. i drive people away to the point of hatred.
right now things should be so good, everything is paved out for greatness, and posibilities but i flunked biology, i had that drama, and im feeling kind of alone, i always need something to take this pain away.
im listening to AFI, its been a while. they write heartfelt songs, which is what i kinda need right now.
i speak but i dont have a voice tonight, im drowning but it feels like suffocation. the sweaty angst is building by the day.
Danielx
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Dan. :(
i made you a cd, with the most random songs that shouldn't even be put on a cd together, and wrote you a note.
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