BecauseTonightWillBeTheNightThatIFallForYou

i tend to write how i feel, so this is how i feel.

i should learn independance, i should learn to not pin my hopes on one person, love is so difficult, but ever so rewarding. i end up hurting myself so much. with my own self doubt.

The deeper i fall in love with you the more i crave and miss you, the more i need you in my life, and its agony when i cant see you, your smile radiates across onto me, but when i havent seen you it makes the time i have you all to myself worth so much, i just wish i could spend more time with you, id see you every minute of every day if i could, and im not just saying that. id talk to you on the phone as much as i could afford, and talk to you on webcam as much as your stupid computer would let me.

if im honest.
im listening to Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You, its on the playlist you made me, it follows Dashboard Confessional, which i saw you were listening to on twitter. so i listened to it, just to feel closer to you.

I just want you to know, that no matter what i love you, and i would shout that at the top of my lungs if i could, i would do anything for you, i just fear that with the lack of contact lately youll grow bored, or that im in the way, i just want to talk to you as much as i used to, thats selfish and ive told you that before, i know i have, but that to me, is more important than every stupid little thing in my life. i just want to spend all my time talking to you, and being with you everything else is secondary to you. and i mean that. ive never felt this all before. i want to learn everything about you, i want to be there for every smile and pick you up when youre down,

Sophie, i love you, i just wanted to tell you.
love from
Danielx