Alcohol abuse, what exactly constitutes to that?
ive had a pint, and i havent drunk in 10 days, that doesnt count.
i worry myself thinking ill develop into an alcoholic before im 18 (3 weeks tomorrow). and it totally messes with my meds.

but i find it a vice, i drink, because i can and i know i shouldnt, i know that if my parents were to know exactly what i drink theyd be ashamed of me, i dont do it to look cool, i dont boast to my friends how much i drink, i just do it with some friends every other week to try and make myself feel better and to forget how miserable i am some of the time.

its kinda pathetic isnt it?