i cant deal with this pressure, this, i cant i cant i cant.
i cant breathe, the air is stale, i dont want this i dont want this pain anymore.
why wont anyone/anything help me.

i got my councilling letter through yesterday
ive hidden it.
im not going to respond.
i cant do this, i cant i cant i cant.

why cant anyone just say the right things, do the right things, to make me better. why am i in the way.

im abandoned, i dont want to go on anymore.
im fed up of just being a chore, thats all i get the feeling i am.
im fed up of being in the way, a waste of minimal conversation
a disappointment
ive been here 17 years 11 months and 50weeks
and that is too long.

i wasnt right for this. im giving up.