We'reGoingUnder

my teeth feel wonky..
its kind of an odd part to start with, i find beginnings and ends the hardest places to be, like in conversation, you never get taught how to start or end a conversation, well i didnt atleast.

im sitting here in my room, listening to the sheer brutal force of August Burns Red. a deathcore band, man i feel frickin scene. i dont know how i managed to go from listening to Gorilla Biscuits, Beatles and Weezer earlier, to listening to August Burns Red. I blame my anxiety. my legs are shaking profusely... id be good with a double bass peddle on drums...

my day hasnt been that bad in all honesty. i woke up at 2, after i stayed up and watched gladiator with my mum last night until 2 o clock. so i had around 11-12 hours sleep. i then rose up to my dad in a fairly shitty mood, he wasnt pissing me off today though, my brother got that, he has more freedom than me though so he can come and go as he pleases, i dont have such a luxury. anyway, after that we went over to my neighbours house and ate food, until around 30 mins ago. thats all ive done today, nothing significant nothing interesting. just nothing really. ive felt no ill emotion, just tiredness all day. i should go to bed, but im waiting for a text ill never recieve.

Danielx