HeyJude,DontMakeItBad

*pulls out Hours - by Funeral for a Friend, inserts 1 - by the Beatles*
oh yes, its christmas, ive got my first present, i used to have this album, but it was a pirate copy i borrowed, i now have the remastered ^^ :) i loved this album, it has a significance to it that not many albums can ever reach, its one of the best compilation cds ive ever listened to. other than Your History Is Mine 2002-2009 by Funeral for a Friend i think thats my most favourite compilation cd, because it has a wider variety of emotion i think, and i know youre thinking "why on earth is he comparing these two bands!?!" but i love both of them but funeral for a friend just tickles my fancy a little more.

i had a blood test today, i got a sticker too ^^ i hate needles, im petrified of them, i shouted "Oh Fuck It!" when the needle went in, which resulted in the nurse laughing and everyone staring at me as i smuggly walked out of my cubicle with my sticker and lolly, my nurse said i was brave ^^. atleast i know i could never become a heroin addict. although i apparently have good veins, but im thinking thats what all the nurses say.
oh by the way, this test was to check my thyroid, because ive been officially diagnosed with insomnia, ontop of severe depression and severe anxiety.. im falling apart at the seams.
i swear.

my day aswel wasnt too bad, practiced for rock n roll, my look for the cat walk is quite sexy, i have a slim fitting pinstripe shirt, a black waistcoat, pale purple skinny jeans and some high top trainers. it looked good, Jack (the person who designed the outfits) did a good job. i think i have potential as a model paha.




i really hope i get these for christmas, its apparently one of the things my brother MIGHT get me, but arent they beautiful?

so i got my list of work to do during my two weeks off on "holiday"
where ive been off school so much with my 35% attendance, i used to go to school everyday and have the week off a year with cold in january but no, i had to have a fucking emotional breakdown and missed so much school fml.
anyway the list.

English
Finish reading Anthem
Finish reading A Handmaid's Tale
Finish reading Wuthering Heights
Start essay (couple paragraphs) of an essay comparing a common factor of Anthem and A Handmaid's Tale

Film
Write Film essay on Microelements.

Biology
Biology revise 4 months of biology (topic 5&6) on Genetic Investigation and Environment/Global Warming
Redraft essay (optional if i have time XD)

Art
8 pages of sketch book of composition, filtering in photographs, emotion --> anxiety predominantly, expand protraiture with mix media primarily chalk, charcoal and pencil, develop into colour, study Diego Rivera, and write 2500 words on my personal study of Paula Rego.

(if i dont do art, ill have a "Cause For Concern" notification, which means goodbye university, and hello monitoring after school to complete my work

my art teacher Mrs Dachtler : "i understand your situation, and i honestly would like to help you, but youre running out of time, and the exam board wont be sympathetic, just do as much as you can, and try not to worry"
me: "is a cause for concern necessary i mean, look ive done this [shows work]"
mrs Dachtler: "yes, but where youve missed school everyone has twice as much work"

FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE.

i have a uni interview for art 3 days after i go back too :') kill me now?

im going to tidy my room, i have to go bowling tonight, and have a shower, im starting work tomorrow... i only have a half day afterall.

ill blog again later.
much love
Danielx