as i sit here, holding in my tears from the fear my parents will come up and wonder why im crying, i think about the real reason im even here anymore. ive lost it, i stupidly stupidly stupidly pinned everything all my happiness on one person, i now feel so empty, i feel sick,
that was all gone in a single text.
what do i have left.
who do i have left.
i dont think i can do this anymore...
you know life?
i feel so disconnected to everything and everyone i feel so alone. this is a pain ive never felt before.
i want to fall asleep and never wake up. i might try that.
maybe ill just bleed until then.
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Daniel, I don't know how to word well what I'm thinking right now, so sorry for the shortness but beleive me you are worth so much more =[ x
thank you,
i used to believe people like councillors, friends and parents when they told me that.. but the fact is i just given up hope with that thats true, its hard to believe it anymore. thank you though.
Danielx
You're in my thoughts and prayers, x
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