12.08.2009

Dreadful.

I actually feel dreadful, i really do, i havent felt this bad since i went to hospital, i dont know why though, its just getting worse, im bordering tears and i really really cant hold off cutting myself much longer, i just need someone, anyone. ive locked myself in my room, and i have the lights off, this is horrible, why do i even feel like this... why?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

:( me too. i hate that.. i wish i could say something that could help.. but nothing really will, i know.. the only thing i can suggest is try to go to sleep.. being awake is so much worse. but then.. you probably won't be able to sleep, either.. urgh.. hope you feel better soon..x