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Is there a single song in your life, where you totally stop upon listening to it, where you experiance a massive amount of anxiety and you associate a lot of negativity to that song?

i have that, ive listened to this one song, when ive been terrible, ive done terrible things to this song. yet its still one of my favourite things to listen to.

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It's hard you know?
for me to write one of these everyday explaining how i feel, what im doing, what im thinking.
ive written 193 blogs on this blog. and 8 on my other one, and around 10 on my tumblr telling people how i feel.
its strange how people would want to read these.
Everything has changed since i started writing these
Ive changed, some of you have, all of you probably have.
It feels the safety net of this is taken away and im starting again.


At The End Of The World
Or The Last Thing I See
You Are Never Coming Home
Never Coming Home...
Never Coming Home
Never Coming Home...
And All The Things You Never Ever Told Me
And All The Smiles That Were Ever Gunna Hold Me
Never Coming Home
Never Coming Home...
Could I? Should I?
And All The Wounds That Were Ever Gunna Stop Me
And The Ghosts That Were Never Gunna...