Sleep (updated)

i cant sleep i have many things on my mind, and im too cold.

i fear things more than i should i worry about things i shouldnt worry about, peoples opinions what things mean,

i need my medication upped i think, its no where near enough.

i worry about losing the closest thing to me, is 2 texts a day a sufficient amount to maintain a relationship.

i guess im going to have to wait and find out sigh. :/
in a way its a relief, ive wanted to say that out loud, its been floating in my head for nearly 4 hours,

update:
what i mean to say in the midst of my inability to sleep, was i just wish i could contact you more.

i hope i can sleep now.
Danielx