QuitCryingYourEyesOut.

Right this second.

im sitting here in my room, ive just had a shower, my towel is lying obscurely on my floor, and my hair is covered in some emergancy conditioner shit... i need a hair cut.

in front of me i have my mantelpiece, consisting of some lemon squash, my cactii (Jimi, Kurt and Iggy) yes... i named them and my slr camera. i have a bundle of clothes on my floor, and on my desk i have an array of weird objects, including some green leopard print laces, a mixtape for Kass, an inflateable spider, empty sunny d bottle, and a german puzzle ball.

my bed, has my notes on the film industry and a list of films i want to get on dvd
A Clockwork Orange
El Mariachi
Dawn of the Dead
V for Vendetta
Taxi Driver
Watchmen

i also on my bed have an empty box of after eights, and a letter from Kass, my mp3 player, and some books for art research, including dutch paintings from the 17th century and a book on Barbara Hepworth.

my room is rather unique, (as i glance at an unopened jar of marmite)
do you think you can ever read a person by the possessions they have, because at first glance my bedroom is boring apart from the guitars on my wall, i have none of my posters up yet, and i dont have any ornaments, but id like to know what a person whose never met me before thought of my room, and thought of me, and what i was like. i just want to know what kinda person i pretend to be.
because... none of this is me. the dearest thing i have is my memories, my way of thinking, remove those and im not me, but remove all these objects, destroy this house, and i am still me.

it just makes me think you know, because i had 20 minutes for this stuff to work in my hair, and im in between things at the moment (i wrote a list) i think im going to blog again later, i had some weird dream i want to talk about and try and make sense out loud.

i think im going to listen to my mix cd Kass sent me from Canada for my birthday :) or listen to Jose Gonzales, whilst looking for my golden high-tops im going to buy.

i hope youre okay.
Danielx