SorrowSankDeepInsideMyBlood.

I took a sabatical, unplanned of course, ive just been majorly busy i must say.
right now, im sitting in the clothes im going to bed in, i have back ache, and i can see my reflexion in one of my mirrors, my hair is hideous, it is so frizzy and split ends, im quite ashamed of it if im honest. i think ill wear a hat tomorrow. i need to decide what to wear.

ive finally (sort of) finished my art, my final piece is done, my essay isnt... but ill do that tomorrow, and my sketch book is almost, my room is a tip, i have all my stuff i took with me to go to reading yesterday.

i had my interview to do art there today.
i got an offer, which is perfection.
i was on google maps when mum and i were having lunch
im 147miles from my girlfriend there.
168 from one of my friends 42 from another and 70 miles from home, basically the middle of no where, just the way i want it, although sophie shouldnt be planning to go to stupid Sheffield. *joking SCOWEL*
i know youre reading this.

my mood generally hasnt been bad the last couple of days, Sophie has been the main attribute to my good moods, we've talked quite a bit recently, its been great, i miss her every day, and trust me living so far away is definately the hardest thing ive ever done, but its also the most rewarding thing ive ever done, the time i do get with her, or to speak to her, is no precious, ive never felt anything like it.

it was birthday saturday, i got my guitar, and my camera, ive been practicing with it, changing the shutter speed and ISO and everything i spent about 2 hours yesterday reading the instruction manual, i cant wait to be half decent at photography. i took some good photos, but nothing amazing or i want to show yet.

i will talk more tomorrow, but right now im feeling a bit indifferent, so im going to watch one tree hill and fall asleep, because right now, something isnt right.

i hope youre okay, and dont worry i have been reading your blogs :)
Danielx