Echoes Silence Patience Grace

if your world is completed will you be happy, or will you be sad?
if you achieve everything you want or everything you strive for what happens then?

if you manage to either get rid of your parents and become free of them, as a way to create yourself to be happy, what happens then, is it the edge of the world, the horizon is your aspiration and when you reach it thats it you fall off the edge of the world. or is it spherical, with a continuing spree of problem after problem.

if you manage to find solace in love and relax will you be destined to be let down, if you love someone, can you love them, even when you cant speak to them, how strong is love? how strong is the bond? is it dependant on the two individuals want for the love, or is it the upkeeping of the love, will love fade without the two contacting each other even if they love each other profusely? i struggle with this every day, the person i love, ive never loved like this before, its like a small light, a candle that i treasure, i want to give it as much of a chance to shine as i can, i want to make the light at the top burn as bright as it does in my heart, i want to experiance the love of fairy tales, the love that prevails all. Omnia vincit amor. i want to cherish and hold onto love, this love until it finishes naturally, unless it doesnt, i want this more than anything in my life right now, this love engulfs my days like a roaring fire, it takes everything in its path, everything is affected by it, every emotion, every thought.

i want to appreciate it as much as i can, i dont want to take it for granted, whether it means an extra minute on the phone, or an extra text or maybe something as bold as a letter, or a visit, i want to make this mean more to us, than love has meant to anyone.

i want this to be a fairytale, when i was told fairytales were impossible,
this is very childish of me, but that would be my horizon.

Danielx