ThisCouldBeAnywhereInTheWorld

i feel so dirty right now, you know how you dont have the effort to do anything?
i kind of feel a little isolated, no one i usually talk to is available to talk to, well they probably are i just know that everyone is doing something so i dont want to interrupt.

i spent the best part of the last hour, solidly playing guitar, playing Chiodos, and the Used, i only play guitar solidly when im avoiding thinking about things, but i dont know what im avoiding, it sounds quite odd i know, i guess i dont feel great today, but itll get better.

last night, i caught up with one tree hill on my laptop, it was pretty good i thought, there was a bit about teenage love, it kind of just like feels me up with happiness, i wish life was as good as tv made it out to be, the two people lay there on a double bed, listening to an ipod just next to each other, with no contact, but you could feel the emotion between them that they shared, it was sweet, id like to do that with someone, and simplistic as it sounds, i just want to experiance the same feelings they experianced, it would be nice you know?

i guess this is all i really wanted to say, ill post again later maybe, not that anyone is actually reading these XD

i hope youre well.
Danielx