Shivers.

Im so cold right now, my body is so warm apart from my hand but im shivering, i think its nervousness, maybe my anxiety. but im kinda cold.

my day...
no friggin breakfast, my brother smugly ate my cerial, when he has his own, which i dont even like... which fustrated me, so i had nothing,
today was a low day anyway, but i wanted to go in, i wanted to prove to myself i could even when i didnt feel great, so armed with around 500g of chocolate i went to school, i walked to rachels house like everyday, listening to taking back sunday... it was freezing, coat season, i had my coat

this is my coat, its so lovely and warm. :)
my feet were freezing, i need those new vans, my old one are slip ons, and they have a few holes... :/

so during my 3 mile walk with chris rachel lisa rob and charlotte i cheered up a little, i ate all the chocolate within 10 mins.. i was hungry and low, can i be excused?

assembly was cancelled. english was cancelled, which meant from 8:30 until 1:40 i had nothing to do, i didnt have my laptop to do work, my councillor couldnt see me, so we sat around, i learnt how to play poker in the study area, i know i shouldve technically been studying but i was figuring out my financial income for university. it was a good plan. i wasnt too bad, i could do with practice.

this afternoon was filled with film studies. we watched parts of american beauty, i havent been in film studies for 3 weeks. ive missed quite a bit. but i dont think im bad at it, so i think i can catch up.. from the first few chapters of the film i can say it will be one of my favourites, just the condemnation of american life i strangely have a fixation for i have a soft spot for anarchy and dystopia in films and books, they are fascinating, im going to start reading 1984 soon, ill be writing an essay on it in english, and i hope thatll be good.

so my day hasnt been amazing just like any other but i survived i guess :)

i hope youre okay

Daniel x