today was spent thinking about the complexity of emotions i have. friends, mostly. trying to understand how people work and what to say by being myself whilst toiling in the idea being a good person.
i spent today, sitting in pajamas watching tv and writing music, i wrote the outline of two different things, was pretty good. i got that power lead i mentioned. its been amazing
i played some hendrix. which makes me want to get stoned paha >.<
i had an amazing phone conversation with Daryl earlier, i get worried when i come off the phone to people, because i get nervous sometimes and i want to be myself, and not a dickhead, which i can be. but we had a laugh. ive also intermitently talked to kass, so today hasnt been awful in many respects :) tomorrow should be better if im better, off to lisas, then darrens party in the evening :) i cant wait to get out :)
after reading cassandra's blog i decided to listen to paramore. this being one of my favourite songs
paramore, make me realise that i dont have to grow up quickly and be something im not just because everyone else is, i can enjoy myself and try enjoy the ride, so to anyone who is feeling inadequate being forced along to mature when theyre not ready this is for you.
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(8) that maybe i was wrong.. that i've fallen down, and i can't do this alone. stay with me. this is what i need please (8) excellent song :) i love this blog. insightful, yet tinged with insecurity ;) u dirty emo ;)
youre the one reciting paramore lyrics!
i think youre slightly emo yourself missy.
but thank you i was a little unsure about it at first so you saying it was good helped :P :)
xxx
haha you can't beat a bit of paramore, im listening to my heart right now, on the top floor of a double decker bus driving through the countryside! hahaha yes im loving it, i hope there are more to come :)
I totally freaked out when I realized you where talking about my blog. haha. I love that song. =)
haha why?! :)
and yeah its great :D
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Not really sure. I just am not used to being acknowledged. =P
I'm one of those girls that tends to be kinda accidentally invisible.
i find that hard to believe, well i acknoledge you :) so atleast thats something right? :)
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