IKnewYouWellEnoughToKnowYouNeverLovedMe

Im sorry you know.
My atrocity of blogs lately, vague uninteresting.
I've had a lot going on really. my brother is being chucked out in a month because he's made everyone's life so miserable for so long.

My dad said as far as he's concerned thomas isnt his son anymore.

so i've had that going on, it's strange, its a feeling of unknown and uncertainty in my life. sure i know the outcome, but it's weird that he's actually going. i dont really get on with him much, and he used to make my life a misery but i probably wont see him for a very long time. It's worrying.

We've had to put locks on each of our bedrooms and the studies. Because my brother has a destructive streak. Like if something he's doing doesn't go write he throws it or basically ruins it. He went to the beach with his girlfriend and couldnt get his bike on his roofrack to his car, so he threw his bike on the pavement.

The way my parents see it, is he has nothing to lose by destroying our stuff he's getting chucked out anyway so he might aswel try and make our lives a misery until then.

Today was the first time in two days id gone to school. because of all this shite. ive been feeling pretty terrible. i also had my driving test moved on tuesday, and there is an entire story behind that but i really cant be bothered to explain it all.

there are a few good things lately.
Like my trip to the globe theatre today to see macbeth. it was spectacular :) gah. the best theatre production ive ever seen hands down.
:)

i also had a haircut. well a tidy to remove split ends and see my eyes again :)

and btw do you like my new shirt? :)
i will write more soon btw, that includes responding to comments again too i promise :)

much love
Danielx