WishingToBeTheFrictionInYourJeans

Seriously. no joke.
im phucked.

this week has gone by so quickly.
i need to do a LOT of art for this time next week.
i need to start revision. and i need to get back on track.
I need to get some inspiration, and get in the frame of mind to work, i know if i do that then i wont stop, it's because i took too many days rest on holiday, having fun out that i've gotten out of the mood for work.

i need motivation.
i was looking up Muhammed Ali quotes earlier. He was such an inspirational man, the lines he came out with are pretty amazing.

"I am the astronaut of boxing. Joe Louis and Dempsey were just jet pilots. I’m in a world of my own"

He probably would've made a good lyricist.
I played guitar earlier, it was so satisfying, sometimes when i play i just keep playing and playing, song after song, and it just flows much like art, i can put in little licks and solos when playing along to songs and it all goes succesfully, and at the end of it i feel content because i'm not bored of it. Recently whenever i've played i've been lazy, playing it how most people watch tv, mindlessly, just doing it to fill the void. to be honest, it doesnt really suprise me, i haven't played in about 3 days, when i usually spend about 3-5 hours playing everyday, which sounds like a lot i must say.

I hope that didn't sound weird? and you know what i mean right?

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It's strange, i dont have a specific thing to write about today, i haven't done my last couple of blogs, i've ended up unpublishing them because theyre complete tosh. but i still have a massive compulsion much like OCD to write you one, to tell you how im feeling whats going on in my mind what i'm liking and disliking. so i might go with that?

Sorry that this blog is more specifically direct than usual.
In my mind, isn't very much, i have The Only Exception and Misguided Ghosts by Paramore stuck in my head, switching alternatively, also a mixture of some Xzibit and Gorillaz and some dance music, i'm falling sucker for obscure music, like break-beat, old school hip hop and french house music. It's pretty odd, im listening to more music either with significant amounts of lyricism or none whatsoever just the two extremes. I've also gone back to metal, which i havent listened to in numerous months the likes deathcore and thrash.

The other thing i've recently been thinking revolves around the idea of the "perfect" person. i read a blog where a girl was talking about what her ideal guy would be like, and it got me thinking of my ideal girl would be. do you ever think that? what personified perfection is in your eyes?

Recommended music. -
Spit It Out - Slipknot.
A Dream - Common

Liebst du.
xxx