10.31.2009

ABraveFaceOnlyLastsSoLong.

Today is Hallowe'en, all hallows evening etc. the cashed in glorification of a holiday that once meant something in a country based on commercialisation.

Dont get me wrong i love it, i love the concept :)
i love the films, the chocolate, everything
but its been cashed in a little hasnt it?

i spent it over at my American friends house, her names Lisa she's amazing, :)
and we watched dead set, and tarzan.. and ran around Gillingham Park with glowsticks, it was bliss, i wish i had vodka though, that would have been perfection, in a way i feel that drinking alcohol stops my mind, it makes me feel 100 times better, and i dont get hang overs regardless of how much i drink so... its win win...

i know it isnt the way to solve my problems, but for now its a temporary fix.

anyway. today was pretty good, carved a pumpkin with the face of spongebob squarepants :) was lush :)

im sitting now, in my room, listening to Smashing Pumpkins - Geek USA talking to my friend Jess about jokily getting her to ditch her boyfriend and eloping to Mexico where we have 9 children named Eduardo... she regretfully turned me down, so if anyone is open to it? we're leaving tonight ;)

i have Halloween the 1978 film on too, its not too great, for the time it was probably amazing but its not quite my style i like my suspensy film with suspense.

i managed to upload the pictures as promised, ill only share two with you i dont want to clog this post up with too many pictures.


this is Cthulu, when i got bored, i was going to create a comic strip composed around H.P Lovecrafts novel, but i never got round to it, my summer wasnt long enough.
and my second image:


which i did last night, its a creation of a source of beauty its the idea that whatever you have is good enough for somebody somewhere, and the portrayel of emotion that i feel, i feel isolation. but ill probably write about that in another blog within the next hour. or tomorrow.

i hope everyone is alright this evening/morning
x

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