ITriedSoHardToHaveAFatherButInsteadIHadADad

I'm feeling despondently separate from the world right now. it might be because i'm listening to Nirvana, it might be because i feel the only thing that un-judgmentally understands me right now is my cat on my bed, who is a bit of a whore i must add. Maybe it's because i have to go into town tomorrow to buy my mum a birthday present and go to the pick up a parcel. i hate Gillingham town centre. Maybe it's a concoction of all those things, but right now i have extreme not-wanting to move right now, hence why i'm still playing football manager 2011 and it's 01:34am.