Scissors.

Urghhh,

I currently have a migraine.
i've had it for 2 days, i'm not really helping myself right now, I'm listening to Slipknot right now. haha.

today was a lazy day, you know when you wake up in the morning, and that groggy feeling before youre entirely awake appears? i've had that most of the day.

I'm forcing myself to do things tomorrow, i may be dying my hair tomorrow, depending how my migraine goes, because i suppose tugging on it and the smell of ammonia wont help.
I'm then meant to go out in the evening. urghh... it wont be a problem if this blasted thing will go.

Friday is a lot simpler, im going to Lisa's for a bbq, then maybe off to the pub for the england game, or stay at lisa's im probably just going to stay at lisa's

So then saturday consists of me going to Jake's house for his birthday.
The only thing that dampened that prospect is this kid in my year Andrew, who profusely irritates me took it upon himself to patronisingly ward us off talking to rachel about adam, which was then met by a flurry of people responding "we wouldnt have done that anyway".
Anything that boy says or does, has the capacity to really infuriate me, to me he's just a slimey leach.

Next friday is my last exam, and the week after i leave for germany, it's come around REALLY quickly, its quite scarey, im getting older and older at an exponential rate, it's scarey seeing things change so quickly.

it's like whenever i want to remember anything or slow life down, i need to consciously dig my heels into the metaphoric ground and take photos or set place markers. it's worrying!

*note to self, book day = buy prom ticket*
...that'll be interesting with my multitonal hair colour.

on a fairly lacklustrely positive note. yesterday i had my english exam, the only exam i'm meant to do sufficiently well in, the lesson i've developped a knack for within these past two years, which wouldve been helpful to know before i decided to take art -.- not that i regret it of course. i had two hours, to write 2 essays.

my first essay i wrote an arguement how i didn't support Malcolm's opinion that MacBeth was a butcher, in the play Macbeth. and in the second one, i wrote about how integral woman's positions were to Wuthering Heights, Macbeth and the Bloody Chamber, which was interesting.
The second essay particularly took my fancy, it was probably the best thing i've ever written, i formulated an arguement that the men are more important to gothic conventions and displaying the stereotypical parts of the genre conventions but woman played the position of setting the men up and without them there would be no story. but worryingly i didnt use a single memorised quote in the whole of the second essay.

going back to time flying.
i've been talking recently about what i want to do during my gap year
ive been to the third one down, Koln cathedral, id love to go again though <3