5.20.2010

RevengeLovesCompany

i discovered someone interesting.
not someone i know
i wouldnt say a friend
just a person around my age.

she made me see the world in an entirely different way,
a way that i don't agree with but dumbfounded me nonetheless.

she intrigued me and the way she has defended herself from the problems in her life.
i felt sorry for her in a way and the pain she has.
i feel bad for the preconceptions people place on one another, calling people weird, or different without knowing them. This sickens me, it really does, it makes me hate the way people can label and bitch so free willing without a valid reason or opinion.

Underneath their outward appearance or way they speak is a human who expresses and loves the same way, someone so individual and extroadinary no one will ever know the full extent to how amazing that person is.

The way we fear as people the hatred and exclusion and thoughts of other people upsets me, the way everybody in this goddam world is so horrible to one another truelly upsets me.

i hate what we are as people. we're all as bad as the next person, we're a disgrace of free thought, and free speech, honestly, and integrity. We are selfish disgusting people.

I'm by no means perfect, i disgust myself, i'm just the same as the next person.

I can't even convey properly in words, how i feel right now.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

<3

Kassandrah said...

is she replacing me now? ^

Alga Coho said...

Cassandra: :)

Kass: Im not even going to dignify that with an answer.

Kassandrah said...

because its a yes? :(