One Tree Hill
Brooke is so breathtaking, she is lovely, caring and the way her mouth moves when she speaks is gorgeous.
I started watching One Tree Hill when i had 3 months off school after i got depressed, it was a way to use up my time, i watched all 7 series in 3 months.
i then got them on dvd. to rewatch for my 18th from my friends.
So it's like a staple in my life, something constant, even if it's something so trivially small.
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The Beard
Today i shaved my beard, upon impulse, we were talking about it at dinner, and if i'd look weird, so i shaved it off, which i regret, and everyone ive spoken to since is a little disappointed, including the person i like. So i'm going to grow it back i decided.
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University
Right now, i feel like i'm drifting, through one day into another, it's by no means a bad thing, but i change things so frequently, however small, to remain interested, i act too much on impulse and live with the repercussions so having something like uni, consistent in my life just... seems strange, especially when it seems too far to be aiming for anything realistic, i mean i have 4 years of this, i'll be 23 when i finish, that's too far away to decide what i'll be doing with my life, i can't think of that now, i can't make decisions, so right now i don't feel like i'm aiming for much.
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Painting
i fricking hate watercolours as it shows. but i need to get better.
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