I feel like at time I really hate being at uni, being around these people, constantly trying to please them, and if I do something wrong it's the end of the world. I can't be myself because I always have to try and be happy. I'm quite fed up of not being able to emotionally relax, and told that 'this is wrong' or that. I just want to escape. But at the same time I don't want to go back home, I love my parents, to pieces and everything they do for me, but I don't like living there, because I'm too grown up to accept what they tell me to do all the time, which is suffocating.
I just want to run away, but I don't I just want to push people away for a bit. Which is quite impossible.
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